Update Akhir Ramadhan (Mid August)

From now on, I will post an updates about myself every month (or maybe every time I want it). I think it's better to keep this blog alive. So I can track the 'changelog' of myself. The first time I created this blog was for my private place to store anything that came to my mind. And this is the only way to keep that promise of myself.

And maybe, I will post English more often. I know my English is still at the base. I'm not that bad using English. But, I need to train mine to make it better. And maybe some Japanese, because there is no better way to practice it in my daily life.

I'm on the last night of Ramadhan. Tomorrow will be the celebration day of Idul Fitri (Eid 'Al Fitr). This year is the hardest Ramadhan I feel, so far. Every year, when Ramadhan is near, I always think it will be really nice.

(----the mood for using English dropped. changing to default----)\

Rasanya ya ada yang spesial di bulan Ramadhan. Padahal sih pas udah di bulan Ramadhan-nya sendiri udah biasa aja. Mungkin guenya aja kurang memaksimalkan ibadah di Ramadhan. Makanya jadi gak terasa feelnya pas udah ramadhan.

Dan tahun ini rasanya makin gak kerasa. Entah kenapa rasanya ini bulan malah pas iman gue lagi turun. Atau emang udah menurun sejak lama, and now its on the very critical level. Rasanya pekerjaannya sama aja seperti tahun lalu, lebih mudah malah. Tapi kok ini tahun lain banget rasanya?

Dan akhirnya gue sadar udah melewatkan bulan dengan ini dengan sangat-sangat merugi. Well, it's my fault. I don't want it happen again. There is too much thing I have ignored this month. The thing that is really special, but i ignore it.

Di ujung Ramadhan ini gue hampir nangis. Sedih karena Ramadhan udah selesai. Dan juga karena gue gak memanfaatkan bulan ini untuk evaluasi diri. How stupid I am.

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